This year I made no resolutions as it struck me that resolution = vow without commitment.
I did feel that 2014 should be a better year than 2013, why, was it the symmetry of the numbers, the absence of unlucky 13 (I hope not, susceptibility to superstitious nonsense would be disappointing) or the fact that each new year brings a chance to reboot - I suspect all of these play a role.
Well I didn't resolve but I have restarted what had been an absolutely catastrophic exercise end of 2013 with no desire and no action combining into a perfect weight gaining state of apathy and indolence.
The theme now is consistency of real exercise - walking the dog does not count, turning up without intent does not count, only a session with sweat does. I do not deny the benefits of regular low level activity - I have no doubt that it is good for you in many ways but, it is not exercise, it is activity. A necessary precursor but not enough on it's own. Thus I have dismantled my dysfunctional tacX virtual reality indoor bike and bought a simple stationary trainer attachment - guess what - it works - much better than spending a frustrating hour trying to get dysfunctional software to let me ride and then, assuming it started, putting in a lackluster performance following the wasted energy of e-frustration. Not only does a simple machine work but it works even better watching a youtube video of bikers working hard playing in front of me - funnily enough those same bikers help me to row my way through a session. Good guys.
Mostly indoors work right now as it's rather cold most of the time here in Boston and I am definitely a fair weather exerciser, if for no other reason that the salt wreaks havoc on my bike and running is still limited by an iffy achilles. I would like to go out and bask in the light, if not the warmth, of the real sun but the basement makes a suitable alternative. 2014 Ho!!
The reluctant exerciser
Monday, January 13, 2014
Wednesday, August 7, 2013
As 2013 rolls on
So my faithful followers (myself and......??!!), somehow a year has passed. I continue the battle with exercise, sometimes making headway, often sliding. Today is a good day - the weather is perfect and I rode my bike to work, as a result, taking the opportunity to leave early I took a 10 mile detour to pedal that single speed up and down the north face of K2 (at least I am pretty sure my rolling suburban hills exert a similar palpitation inducing effect). How happy is the man who has done worthy work and can now sit back and enjoy the perfect evening without a trace of guilt because of what one knows should be done a la exercise.
Did I ever report on the MS 160 miles ride last year, if not let me just say - it was stupendous. I developed such a sore foot from the pedal that it could not be believed and the first 3 hours were miserable rainy weather but I loved the entire thing. How beautiful is Massachusetts and no traffic getting to the Cape in the summer - likely I got there quicker on the bike than car. And, after all that riding, it was a quick shower and rush to catch the 4 hour ferry ride back to Boston, a party boat - dancing, loud music, general revelry. The adrenalin only stopped on arrival at the harbour. And, I thought I was going to have to ride the 6 miles home - not a pleasant thought for all the exhaustion plopped right into me as we hit the Quayside. Thankfully my friend was picking up his fiance, my riding partner, and gave me and my bike a ride home.
I did not do it this year ! I simply did not have time to put in the hours and hours of training but, I am tempted for next year.
End of Day 1 of MS ride at the Bourne Maritime academy |
I did not do it this year ! I simply did not have time to put in the hours and hours of training but, I am tempted for next year.
Tuesday, June 12, 2012
committed
"Abandon all hope ye who enter here" |
At least I should be committed. I foolishly agreed to do the MS charity "CapeCod Getaway" ride, 150 miles over 2 days on my bike.
At the time, june was far far away, indeed I agreed around the time of my last post - midwinter if I recall. So clearly it was a safe way to be friendly and virtuous, after all anyone who lives in the northern climes knows in winter that Summer will never come.
But before continuining my tale of woe, let me offer many apologies to my readership (I recognize that this may just be myself, nonetheless, my sloth,indolence and general lack of "stick to it" commitment, let me down as a reader as well as a writer). Not surprising perhaps and nothing other than what I promised on my very first post, after all this is the attitude problem that created this blog in the first place. Well I am back and I thank you for your patience and understanding.
Now, let me tell you of the sad sad state of affairs in my life.
So, i have spoken little of the training itself but it is late and that must await a future blog (in the not too distant future, I promise). suffice to say, my bike is coping with the workouts far better than I am.
Now I must et my beauty sleep, for, though I may not ride like Lance armstrong, I can at least present a comely visage at the beginning ere sweat and toil wreak their terrible effects in those first yards......
Saturday, February 4, 2012
Indian Adventures
I have just returned from a vacation in India, Kerala to be precise. It is a tropical paradise but it is also India so there are many people, lots of color and lots of chaos, especially on the roads where everybody uses every inch of road, and adjoining surfaces, to pass everybody else. As a result, running has some added spice. Fortunately I was able to avoid this human version of the Pamplona run as I injured myself early in the trip. Indeed I am only now advancing from a hobble to a walk - a relief, both for now and because the injury meant I did not have to suffer the angst of deciding whether or not to exercise while on holiday.
within the next couple of days though, I should be well enough to start to need excuses for not exercising.
within the next couple of days though, I should be well enough to start to need excuses for not exercising.
Monday, January 16, 2012
advise on how to run
...yourself into the ground.
The weekend was bright and sunny, there was no snow and the parks and streets were full of people. In my current mode of regular exercise I knew I must be a part of the "happening"- I decided to take a bike ride but, though sunny, it was also 10F (aka -12C), not including the wind! Had I found my balaclava I would've braved it and pedaled off in search of polar bears. Instead the thought of riding without hat and face covering was too much. I'm not a native New Englander so there is nothing hardy about me. However, I remained intrepid and so donned my running shoes and made ready for my first outdoor run in about a year. As I was about to leave, the house husky intervened and demanded to join in. She had already had a long walk earlier but it seemed churlish to deny a winter runner a rare chance. So, leashed up we set off. I thought my problem would be stopping her from sniffing but I had forgotten, she is a husky, once she got going there was no stopping. Everytime I slowed down she pulled. 3.5 miles and near death I arrived home (now I realize 3.5 miles is no big distance but remember, the most running I have done in the last few years is 2.5 miles on the treadmill at a max of 5mph. The route we took, averaged just under 6mph, involved trail, hills, soft turf and everything else, - a lot of fun if one is ready for the challenge but increasingly onerous to the unfit jogger.
I think the biggest problem was that, unlike biking, where there are frequent coasting moments, running is 100% slog BUT, if you want to run and to be pushed (or perhaps I mean pulled), there is no better running partner than a husky. Otherwise, I advise Basset hounds for a more sedate pace more consistent with rare running ventures.
This is exactly what it was like except imagine her awake and running |
I think the biggest problem was that, unlike biking, where there are frequent coasting moments, running is 100% slog BUT, if you want to run and to be pushed (or perhaps I mean pulled), there is no better running partner than a husky. Otherwise, I advise Basset hounds for a more sedate pace more consistent with rare running ventures.
Tuesday, January 10, 2012
after the long silence
I am back and exercising but, I admit it - i fell off the wagon, so much so that I couldn't even be bothered to make a new year's resolution to exercise or self improve in any manner whatsoever. It wasn't that I had any really good reason, simply that I had a complete loss of motivation, at all levels. It wasn't depression, more of an ennui with perhaps a soupçon of despair at ever developing a lifestyle change that really was. One couldn't help but consider how many years (and they are many) of struggle and travail have gone into exercising without truly embracing daily exercise and healthy eating as a part of who I am. This despite the fact that there really are times I enjoy exercise and feel on top of the world during and after BUT, it is not a core element that defines me. Maybe I must accept that.
Perhaps it is the struggle itself that is of most value and the physical elements actually pale by comparison with the spiritual aspects of the "journey". I don't know. The point though is that I simply stopped doing anything active for a few weeks, perhaps I needed a real break. Now I am back on the treadmill - literally, not metaphorically. I am not sure that my motivation has really come back but for some reason I have picked myself up and started to work out again. Yesterday a fair weights session, today a decent jog indoors and I'm pretty sure there will be more tomorrow and beyond.
Perhaps, this return reflects that the lifestyle has become more innate within me after all, hmmm, with that hopeful thought I wish all good struggles.
p.s. I know there are a load of cliches - they are on purpose - honest, consider it part of my dissipating ennui if you must, I just thought they were apropos for this post.
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
self motivation
My trainer has had to cancel. As a result no session this week - woohoo - a holiday. But, I should do it, or am I free, after all, this doesn't happen often, shouldn't I enjoy the break. Of course it is not work and it is for my own good, so, with good attitude I should view this as an opportunity to enjoy the exercise process myself, hmmmmm - what is the right thing to do.........
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